The Blogging Bae

  Not a whole lot to say except this…. I got a beautiful review of my book the other day and I am just concentrating on that for a while.   Here it is…  And also, a few years I made a playlist for this specific book. It’s what I was listening to when I started writing it… Even before that, really.  I will say one more thing… Life is strange. It’s a series of events that line up, that assist in the direction one takes. The events that led up to my book series are just as interesting as the novels themselves. I can't deny any of them or dismiss the importance of how everything happened.  Through it all though, I have learned just how important fate is and how fragile destiny can be. I also understand that when the Universe wants something to happen, it will.  Take this ride and enjoy it.  https://open.spotify.com/playlist/0kYO1a7OIFn6xS994tLrpB?si=5_VCksovROG-VdMdcunWhw&pi=u-nNhb4ibrRFOp ~x~

  Since the awakening as I call it… which is literally just a new lease and view on life I am doing things drastically different.   Recap…  I got super sick (almost died), I had two uncles pass away weeks apart from each other, and I was terminated from my job… proving once again that employees are replaceable and no job is worth you sacrificing everything for it.   I look at my days like this now: I like going to my new gig! When I come home I am not so exhausted and can enjoy life… not just chores or responsibilities.  A week looks like this on average… I write for book two every day M-Th. I take a yoga class once a week and I do cardio or weights twice a week. I just got a ukulele and am now taking lessons. I take an Abraham class (Law of Attraction) once a week and practice what I am being taught. I am doing rituals more often. I am now reading my third book for the year, and have my next two lined up after this one is done. I journal at least once ever...

  Happy New Year! I hope you all had a wonderful holiday and are looking at the future bright-eyed and bushy-tailed.   I have experienced an exorbitant amount of emotions in the last two weeks. I blame myself though…. My expectations were set high and because of that they weren't really met. Oh well. As the saying goes, “That’s life.”  Instead of dwelling, I decided to reset and refocus my energy. What I cannot change is out of my control… What I have control of, is under my spell per se.  Meaning, that I am focusing on these things over anything else.  For the past couple of years, I have spilled energy into areas of my life that have just disappointed me. They have been at the forefront instead of taking a backseat. Just as I have taken the backseat… because you know, “That’s life.”  And life is busy and YOU are more or less a choice in prioritizing. I guess it took these past two weeks to see that. To really understand it.  To finally accept it....

  Hi! Happy Thursday. I'm not really sure what is going on but my blog is exploding with readers.  This is the most exciting feeling ever. So, thank you!  Anyway… it's almost the weekend and since the surge in views has me motivated, I wanted to share a “mixtape” I made that inspired my first book,  Falling Backward .  Falling Free  will have an equally wonderful playlist but I won't share that until December when book two officially comes out.  For now though and because  Music is Life … enjoy this magical, musical selection. And if you like it or have enjoyed my other posts and what to support me even further, I'm attaching my book link as well. Let's get this thing sold!  Cheers, to goals! Cheers, to you! Cheers, to us!  https://spotify.link/n3vePIWdhDb  Falling Mixtape/Book One https://www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/1639886672/ref=tmm_pap_swatch_0?ie=UTF8&qid=&sr=  The Book! 

  It’s dreary and cold outside and I have been sick all weekend. Needless to say, I’m not in a very good mood.   But those aren’t the reasons behind my salty attitude… it goes deeper than that. Even though I hate being sick, I will get over it. Even though I hate the shitty weather, I can layer up and distract myself with things indoors. No. None of that is the reason. The real reason… my patience is wearing thin.  Currently, I am confused. Irritated. Frustrated. Sad. I’m in a headspace that seems to be controlled by someone else. Someone who holds all the cards. Plays them when they want but holds them close most of the time. I get bits and pieces. Bread crumbs thrown out just to keep me there… waiting for fucking more… because I’m starving and I need more.  I’ve never been a selfish person. I’m not even sure I know how. I deal with a lot. I forgive a lot and there have only been a couple of times when I have completely walked away. Disappeared from someone’s life t...

  Give Me Everything And I Will Give You More I woke up this morning with this weird feeling in my gut! My intuition is on high alert or it's playing tricks on me. Which happens on occasion, I will admit. I'm not even sure what is going on because I can't exactly put my finger on what I am feeling and why.  I even went as far as canceling my plans today to drive into the mountains and go soak in a hot spring. I thought maybe my feelings had something to do with driving a distance and that wouldn't be safe. Alas, this nagging feeling is still here.  I worked out and tried again to clear my mind but that was only temporary and I'm still wracking my brain as to what exactly is going on. What is my gut trying to tell me?  Everything seems to be in order and there aren't any real concerns sitting at the forefront but for the last 48 hours, my intuition is saying something else.  I dislike not knowing because I feel like I have zero control and I know I can't cont...

  The other day I wrote about dreams. Not of the ‘personal goals’ variety but actual dreams you have when you sleep.   I have them all the time. I remember them mostly and sometimes they are eerily accurate.  And sometimes they don’t make any sense at all!  But if you are, like me, the type of person that knows most dreams mean more than just another show you watch when you fall sleep… dreams run deeper than one psychological book would say. They are more in-depth than what you have on your mind that day.  Bear with me if you have heard this all before but here we go again with the mystery I have been trying to solve for almost a year now.  A while back I noticed a new follower on Spotify. I noticed them right away. I don’t have a large amount to begin with but what stood out was their name. If I put the letters together, I came up with someone I actually knew. I blame all those road trips I took as a kid where we played the license plate game or the fact t...