The Blogging Bae

  And I am back. Yeah, yeah… life is still sucking hard but there isn’t a damn thing I can do about it. I just have to ride this wretched wave until it crashes into some rocks or floats me out to an abandoned island where a ball becomes my only friend. Since the name Wilson has already been taken, I will name said ball, Fred.   I saw this post a few hours ago that said, “Things crash when you are ready to elevate. So rise like a boss.” Or something like that anyway. I scoffed at this post and rolled my eyes as well… because if that’s really true then I should be flying high by now. Instead, it’s one bullshit thing after the other. I’m surprised I wrote a romance, fiction novel because given my life it should have been a Lifetime drama.  For those of you that don’t know what Lifetime is… well it’s a TV station specifically catered to movies that are all things terrible. Obsession, murder, stalking, sneaky family greed… you name it… they have a movie for it. I rarely watch this chann

  Hello, my sweet readers. I wanted to apologize for such a depressing last post. I know it wasn’t my usual jovial self but some days, some weeks, some years are like that.  I’m not better but I’m getting there… or to say the very least, trying. Honestly, I have just given up and am no longer worrying. What will happen will happen and there isn’t a damn thing I can do about it!  I just have to say one thing… after I posted my last rant… I noticed a new follower on my Spotify. Because you know, music is an outlet for me. This person, although I don’t know who they are, created two playlists. Both spoke to me in ways that made me utterly grateful. I doubt they were directed towards me and I’m no longer believing in the universe creating such signs-or at least taking a break from all that-but because of you and that finding I at least was able to smile for a little while.  Because of you… I got out of my awful mood. So, thank you. Your playlists came with great timing.  I don’t

  Today is International Women’s Day …. A day where we are all supposed to celebrate being a woman and women in general. Cool. Out of 365 days, my gender gets one! Yippee…skippee! Thank God, I have this one day to hold me down.   By the way, if you are looking for some light-hearted, motivational post today… THIS AIN’T IT! Feel free to pass this one on bye if you can’t handle the bitterness spewing out of me right now. Trust me, the way today is going… the way the last ten months have been going… I won’t be offended.  For starters, I am sick. I have been fighting a cold for the past few weeks and I thought I beat it until a whole new round of viruses ran rampant through my school yet again. Because unfortunately, I live in a country that could care less whether or not its working population is actually healthy. Meaning, parents can’t afford to take off from work therefore take their sick kids out of school.  Still, I went in today. Slight fever, stomach all sorts of wrecked, a he