Chase Dreams

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When she told me I would be nothing, I believed her. 


I lost myself for a while. 


When he told me no one would ever want me…

     I broke down. 


When they said, I would never be okay…

     I decided to fight. 


I decided to prove everyone wrong. 


I am more than nothing.

Someone loves me. 

I fought and won. 


Moral of the story… if I can do it… YOU CAN FUCKING DO IT TOO! 


Never give up! 


~x 

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