The Blogging Bae

  I will always love you.   We were madness. An all-consuming, messy madness. But, you would have been bored otherwise.  We were a story to tell. A video to share. An energy that couldn't be matched.  A magnetic pull solidified by the night you held me. When you said you wouldn't hold anyone.  Signs show me where to go and what to do next. I will always feel you. Just like you will always feel me.  But I will never beg for three words and eight letters.  I put the fire out when you handed me the water hose.  https://open.spotify.com/track/6V2kixFwpkPuJVuPjyMvHU?si=iCVmW-kkQ1Sj8kUz0_Zklw

  I wrote a post earlier… like literally a few hours ago… about what’s on my trajectory.   I mentioned three names: Alex, Norman, and Ed.  I feel like I should explain more… Hello, again. Stick around, and spread the word, maybe my thanks will get to them just as I envision it would. Minus the strangeness behind a fan approaching a celebrity they don't personally know. However, in one of these men, there is a *separation of seven degrees. Let’s start with the most recent…  Ed Westwick —  some of you… Okay, most of you know him as Chuck Bass from  Gossip Girl.  I know him as that guy from that one movie about the snowboarder I watched years ago when I first moved to Colorado and was learning how to snowboard. I know him as the other dude in the sequel to  Donnie Darko.  This didn't click until I watched GG and the only reason I watched GG is because it kept getting recommended to me on Netflix.  When it was popular I was in college. I was...

  It’s been a wild few weeks. Hello, I hope all is well… I apologize for my delayed post.   First, there was my friend’s funeral back east, then my writer’s conference in LA, and then a live interview about my book series—which was last weekend.  Finally, came the scare of my life which has made me conclude that at this point, I am a damn cat and on life four. I have five more to go.  I won't go into all the details, but I will say this: Being able to breathe is so underrated. It all stems from catching the Bird Flu in 2016 and then again getting extremely sick last year.  I am once again just trying to take it easy as well as one day at a time.  Anyway, what I am realizing in all these, “What does all mean, what is the meaning behind all of these scare tactics” is this… Life is short and NOTHING WILL STOP ME FROM GETTING WHAT I WANT. Life is limited. I am not a spring chicken and I refuse to waste one more second. I am taking every opportunity as a sign to...