The Blogging Bae

  I made a promise to myself this weekend. This was after the final straw was broken. This was after a much-needed, eye-opening, epiphany.   Good afternoon and Happy Sunday.  You take the good with the bad and the only way to see the light sometimes is to go through the wretched darkness.  So, I made a promise to myself. I cut ties with strings connected to my heart. I severed the belief that if one more chance is given, things will change. And let’s be honest, things will never change unless I change them myself.  And, that's where I am at. The love is gone. My heart has let go. A connection doesn't mean forever and a soul tie doesn't mean a soul contract. I have held on too long.  Now, it’s time to focus on me. It’s time to get myself back on my feet. To be my only provider and to change the scenery.  For years I have taken apologies in hopes things would be different… but they never were. I have been dismissed and assumed that I would always be ther...

  https://www.youtube.com/live/2owu92-exIs?si=cOmC4utLOxE50NJK   https://voyagedenver.com/interview/daily-inspiration-meet-regina-kypriandes/ Just a couple of interviews to check out! 

  Happy Taurus Season… It started yesterday, but I was relaxing all day and didn’t realize it. Again, this year seems to be flying by.  April 20th-May 20th. The closest sign (in my opinion) related to us is a Leo. Ever met one? You would probably mistake their stubbornness for a Taurus. I actually love Leo’s and in fact, they seem to gravitate to me!  In the past year, I have been doing some astrological digging. My top three are: Taurus, Cancer, and Scorpio. As in I am a Taurus Sun-born on May 18th. Cancer-time, place, and birthdate. Scorpio Rising-the time I was born.  Apparently, my rising sign shows how people see me. Which makes sense given that I am extremely passionate and very mysterious. Someone once called me an enigma. Don’t get me wrong, I am a Taurus through and through but I am not as stubborn as a lot of Tauruses I know. I can be slow moving but I am also not one to hold a grudge. Especially if I care about you. I will however cut ties if you have run ...

  https://www.youtube.com/live/2owu92-exIs?si=wH2ysKkU-c8hqHZG When she told me I would be nothing, I believed her.  I lost myself for a while.  When he told me no one would ever want me…        I broke down.  When they said, I would never be okay…        I decided to fight.  I decided to prove everyone wrong.  I am more than nothing. Someone loves me.  I fought and won.  Moral of the story… if I can do it… YOU CAN FUCKING DO IT TOO!  Never give up!  ~x 

  I will always love you.   We were madness. An all-consuming, messy madness. But, you would have been bored otherwise.  We were a story to tell. A video to share. An energy that couldn't be matched.  A magnetic pull solidified by the night you held me. When you said you wouldn't hold anyone.  Signs show me where to go and what to do next. I will always feel you. Just like you will always feel me.  But I will never beg for three words and eight letters.  I put the fire out when you handed me the water hose.  https://open.spotify.com/track/6V2kixFwpkPuJVuPjyMvHU?si=iCVmW-kkQ1Sj8kUz0_Zklw

  I wrote a post earlier… like literally a few hours ago… about what’s on my trajectory.   I mentioned three names: Alex, Norman, and Ed.  I feel like I should explain more… Hello, again. Stick around, and spread the word, maybe my thanks will get to them just as I envision it would. Minus the strangeness behind a fan approaching a celebrity they don't personally know. However, in one of these men, there is a *separation of seven degrees. Let’s start with the most recent…  Ed Westwick —  some of you… Okay, most of you know him as Chuck Bass from  Gossip Girl.  I know him as that guy from that one movie about the snowboarder I watched years ago when I first moved to Colorado and was learning how to snowboard. I know him as the other dude in the sequel to  Donnie Darko.  This didn't click until I watched GG and the only reason I watched GG is because it kept getting recommended to me on Netflix.  When it was popular I was in college. I was...