May 18th and then some…

 Happy Taurus Season…

It started yesterday, but I was relaxing all day and didn’t realize it. Again, this year seems to be flying by. 

April 20th-May 20th. The closest sign (in my opinion) related to us is a Leo. Ever met one? You would probably mistake their stubbornness for a Taurus. I actually love Leo’s and in fact, they seem to gravitate to me! 

In the past year, I have been doing some astrological digging. My top three are: Taurus, Cancer, and Scorpio. As in I am a Taurus Sun-born on May 18th. Cancer-time, place, and birthdate. Scorpio Rising-the time I was born. 

Apparently, my rising sign shows how people see me. Which makes sense given that I am extremely passionate and very mysterious. Someone once called me an enigma.

Don’t get me wrong, I am a Taurus through and through but I am not as stubborn as a lot of Tauruses I know. I can be slow moving but I am also not one to hold a grudge. Especially if I care about you. I will however cut ties if you have run up your quota in hurting me and I have forgiven you one too many times. 

In my chart, I am heavy earth and water. A lot of Virgo as well. Which, to be honest, Virgos drive me bananas. 

It might just be me, but most of the Virgos I have met create hella problems and then play the victim when it’s time to take some responsibility. 

Having a Cancer and a Scorpio in my top three is lovely because it explains my draw to water and my emotional side. It also doubles down on my Taurus’s need for security, trust, and comfort. Not to mention snacks and music. 

It has taken me years to say this, but I absolutely adore who I am. My favorite thing about me when it comes to looks are my eyes. A beautiful shade of green that can change with my mood. You can always tell if I have been crying because my eyes turn bright green right after. 

On the inside, I love my heart and soul. I love that I care about things and people. I love that I feel compassion and that I have a wicked sixth sense when it comes to connections. If we have connected on a soul level, I can feel you no matter how far away you are. This is a Taurus trait. 

Many Tauruses I know carry the same attributes… almost witch-like. I consider myself a witch as well. A couple of years ago, I did a protection spell for a friend. That same friend broke my heart and I realized I couldn’t protect him anymore. So I did a release ritual. Yes, we are still very connected by that invisible string but I have heard that my ritual worked. Now, he has to protect himself. 

In the past year, I have healed, grown, and learned what I am capable of and who I am. I have accepted my powers and ran with it. It’s about time. 

My trip to Paris last year was the tipping point. I spent most of my time there depressed and in hiding. For what? To ensure someone didn’t see me shine. To ensure someone won and took away my light. 

My light has been put out long enough by individuals who would rather see me miserable and broken than striving and succeeding. The slow-moving Taurus in me realized all the beauty I possess and that hiding was killing me. 

I’m going back to Paris next year and I will not hide for one second. 

I have so much to celebrate and if that bothers anyone, then walk away. 

I have my second book being released soon and although I said I would take a break from writing the final story of the series, I am not now. I finally found my muse. I finally found my soundtrack. I FINALLY FOUND MYSELF! 

And, as all the cards are telling me… this isn't the end. It’s just the beginning. Tauruses are patient creators. Even though I hate being patient. Scorpios are dynamic and steadfast. Cancers are emotional and moody… I am all three and I love this about me… because it means I am going all in and nothing will stop me. 

Mark my words, friends, you will see this book series on the big screen. You will know this series worldwide and you will know me as the author behind it all. You can even tell someone… I knew her when she was just starting out. I knew her when all she had was this blog and those books. 

Thank you all for being a part of this journey. It has been a bumpy ride, but I would not change it for the world. 

The shaky turf woke me up. 

~x