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A Time To Listen

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  So today I got up an hour before my alarm went off. I wanted to get to work early and surprise the family I work for. They also had some birthday treats they wanted to give me-given I took off tomorrow and my birthday is on Saturday.   This never happened. At least not today.  I live in downtown and drop my husband off to work before heading to my job. Really, there is no need for us both to have a car. Parking is hard enough with just one vehicle.  Anyway… I had this bizarre thought as I was pulling away from my husband’s work.  “It would be terrible if I got in a bad accident right before my birthday.”  Not only bad but tragic.  I don't usually have these morbid thoughts. I am a relatively happy person and don't sit around debating my impending doom.  Where I work is in the mountains. It’s not a far drive, just can be sketchy at times. The roads are mountain passes full of twists and turns. Also, everyone seems to think it’s the Autobahn. Truckers are constantly losing thei

All In

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  Last night I sat and did my financials. You might be wondering why or maybe some of you are so on point with everything that you think this task is silly… but I’m not one of those people and I have a lot going on at the moment. So… I had to sit down and lay it all out. After I was done, I felt a breath of fresh air and felt a little easier knowing what needs to be done and how I am going to accomplish it all.   At first, I tried to do this all on my phone. But, by looking into the third week, I was so confused and lost from switching in between apps and notes. So, to the notebooks I went. There is something so gratifying about seeing plans written down and doing the act of writing.  My biggies:  •10 days in Paris for a writer’s conference my book was accepted in. •The second half of my second book paid for. I have a hybrid publisher.  •Medical Bills from my wonderful vacation at the hospital in January. Best! Vacay! Ever! *cough* SAYS NO ONE!  •Tulum and Playa Del Carmen for Christma

Falling… Free or Forward

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  Since the awakening as I call it… which is literally just a new lease and view on life I am doing things drastically different.   Recap…  I got super sick (almost died), I had two uncles pass away weeks apart from each other, and I was terminated from my job… proving once again that employees are replaceable and no job is worth you sacrificing everything for it.   I look at my days like this now: I like going to my new gig! When I come home I am not so exhausted and can enjoy life… not just chores or responsibilities.  A week looks like this on average… I write for book two every day M-Th. I take a yoga class once a week and I do cardio or weights twice a week. I just got a ukulele and am now taking lessons. I take an Abraham class (Law of Attraction) once a week and practice what I am being taught. I am doing rituals more often. I am now reading my third book for the year, and have my next two lined up after this one is done. I journal at least once every week. Depends if I really n

You Know…

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  Rules:   Because I keep seeing these weird, “How To Keep a Guy,” posts…  And it's infuriating.  For all of you who are wondering… those posts are stupid and demeaning and it literally takes away any fault, error, or responsibility from the guy you’re supposed to keep interested.  So here I am… to tell you the truth in hopes that you’ll drop that bozo like the bad habit he is…. And if you don't drop him, throw some distance his way… because he doesn't deserve all those hurdles you are going through to keep his lame-o self intrigued.  How to keep a man interested… Be Yourself. If he doesn't like it, screw him and the horse he rode in on. You deserve someone who loves your light anyway it shines… and unless you are a terrible person… Nothing you will do or change about yourself will keep him interested. Seriously, you don't need an instructional post telling you what you are doing is wrong and you need to change something about yourself in order to keep him.  If he k