The Blogging Bae

  Hello. Good morning and I am sending you all hugs.   Friday night I went to bed earlier than usual. I was pooped from the night’s festivities.  However, my brain apparently didn't get the memo. I had the most horrible dream. I dreamt my mother passed away. I woke up Saturday morning in a state of panic and tears running down my face. I didn't call her to tell her because I didn't want to alarm her. I was carrying that weight enough for the both of us.  All day, I felt dread in the pit of my stomach. I tried to shake it off and just say it was a dream… but something wasn't right.  And then my friend… the one who has weaved in and out of my life for over two decades now, the one I feel I have an invisible soul tie to, and the one that has popped in and out of my mind so strongly at times that I have resigned to understanding that there is a cosmic pull between us… stayed planted in my mind all day.  At first, I was angry. I am doing everything I possibly ca...

  With growth comes pain… a lesson.  With shining comes shedding.  It comes with letting go and releasing.  It comes with acceptance, knowledge, and moving on.  It comes with saying goodbye to a part of your heart that always wanted to hang on.  Multiple chances. Multiple apologies.  Multiples times learning it never would.  No matter how much you believed in it.  Commitment is more than seeing how fast you won’t put your pants on the next morning.  Vulnerability is opening your heart to the unknown.  Trusting the fall.  Growing as we go along instead of separately.  Let yourself fall… https://open.spotify.com/track/7CEV9VwA8XO9wwxTXgYKvY?si=i-AsyxemRkKMDn0x8kY5lw ~x

  Hello. Good morning, good afternoon, or good evening… depending on where you are. I'm in Colorado and I just woke up. It feels glorious to sleep in and even more wonderful outside.   It’s sunny and crisp… not too hot or cold. My coffee lures me in with its chocolate and cinnamon aroma. The birds are chirping, and in the faint distance, I can hear someone playing their radio. I am soaking in my neighborhood while I sit under a shady tree and write to you all. It’s my day off, and I wouldn't have it any other way. Later tonight, I am going to see some live music.  So far my Taurus season has been so, so good.  We have about two more weeks of it and I turn 45 on the 18th. Also, my second book is being released that day. Hopefully. Everything is complete and now I am just waiting to hear back from my editor for the okay.  There are so many things stirring in me and I know something is on the horizon. Change is coming, and I am here for it.  I have released a ...