The Blogging Bae

  So something happened to me last weekend and I am not even sure if it's the universe being cheeky or something random at play. It's that strange.   For starters, how are you all doing? I'm busy as busy can be. I'm wrapping up editing for my second book and steadily working a full-time job on top of that. Thank God for that seven-day vacation right around the corner.  Back to it though... My phone does this weird thing where if I don't shut the screen off or clear apps out and stick it somewhere like my pocket or purse... It starts to press buttons. I have been on a roller coaster ride with a certain friend and have debated stepping away for a while from said friendship. Well, apparently my phone agreed that both time and space were necessary and made that decision for me. Maybe, because it knew I never really would.  Both my professional and personal IG accounts deleted us as friends. Along with a slew of other people.  I also ended up “texting” gibberish to anoth

  Last night I cried. My emotions mixed with the alcohol and music, got me all sorts of fucked up. I promptly went to bed shortly thereafter.   Mind you, I was also exhausted. Mentally and physically exhausted. What started the waterworks was an angry message I sent to a supposed friend. When I woke up this morning, I deleted it because it wasn't pretty and I truly never want my last words to this person to be filled with such rage. I'm pissed off at myself more than anyone else.  The thing is, I thought I meant something to this person. Honestly, though, I thought I meant a lot more to a lot of people but in the past couple of years, I am being shown the opposite.  I am pissed off that I am bothered.  I just don't understand how you can be so close to someone and then all of a sudden they vanish into thin air without any explanation.  Then again... Because I am known to do this... Maybe the signs were always there yet I chose not to see them. I chose to accept the excuses