Just Fall
Hello. Happy Sunday. It's crisp and sunny here and I am basking in it all. The last time I wrote, the weather matched my mood: gloomy with a side of sadness. As I said in my last post, it's okay to feel that emotion from time to time. Other emotions that are okay to experience: are acceptance, love, and worthiness. Sometimes in order to feel those very things you have to separate yourself from a situation and look at the bigger picture. Which is what I had to do and am continuing to do. I am accepting what I cannot control. I am loving being present and loving letting go of the past. I am understanding that I am worthy even if the one person I want to see this never will. It's been a painful yet humbling journey to comprehend these lessons... because well, with them... has come confusion and loss. On the opposite of that coin was the birthing of a new opportunity. The one where I focus solely on myself and what I want to accomplish. I let go of waiting. I just starte