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Your Story. My Story. Our Story.

  Some doors stay open. Some hang ajar. Others? Slammed shut. But if you were given a second chance… would you take it? I haven’t written in a while. Honestly, I can’t even remember the last time I spoke to all of you. I’m sorry for the disappearing act—I just needed to get away for a bit. On my birthday, I received a message. I took it with a grain of salt and, once again, forgave the mishandling of that day. Deep down, I always knew it never meant much to them. And if I’m being real—neither did I. Still, a part of me always held on. Kept the door cracked, hoping one day… they’d walk through it. But that day—and that message—shifted something. There was weight in their words. Heaviness. Laced with pain. Grief. Maybe even regret. Though I wasn’t sure if I had anything to do with that regret—and for the first time, I didn’t wonder. I listened. And I did exactly what was asked of me. I gave space. I allowed time. Because we all know—that’s the only combinati...

Goodnight.

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  With growth comes pain… a lesson.  With shining comes shedding.  It comes with letting go and releasing.  It comes with acceptance, knowledge, and moving on.  It comes with saying goodbye to a part of your heart that always wanted to hang on.  Multiple chances. Multiple apologies.  Multiples times learning it never would.  No matter how much you believed in it.  Commitment is more than seeing how fast you won’t put your pants on the next morning.  Vulnerability is opening your heart to the unknown.  Trusting the fall.  Growing as we go along instead of separately.  Let yourself fall… https://open.spotify.com/track/7CEV9VwA8XO9wwxTXgYKvY?si=i-AsyxemRkKMDn0x8kY5lw ~x

45 and Shining

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  Hello. Good morning, good afternoon, or good evening… depending on where you are. I'm in Colorado and I just woke up. It feels glorious to sleep in and even more wonderful outside.   It’s sunny and crisp… not too hot or cold. My coffee lures me in with its chocolate and cinnamon aroma. The birds are chirping, and in the faint distance, I can hear someone playing their radio. I am soaking in my neighborhood while I sit under a shady tree and write to you all. It’s my day off, and I wouldn't have it any other way. Later tonight, I am going to see some live music.  So far my Taurus season has been so, so good.  We have about two more weeks of it and I turn 45 on the 18th. Also, my second book is being released that day. Hopefully. Everything is complete and now I am just waiting to hear back from my editor for the okay.  There are so many things stirring in me and I know something is on the horizon. Change is coming, and I am here for it.  I have released a ...