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Say It Isn’t So

  Hello. Good morning and I am sending you all hugs.   Friday night I went to bed earlier than usual. I was pooped from the night’s festivities.  However, my brain apparently didn't get the memo. I had the most horrible dream. I dreamt my mother passed away. I woke up Saturday morning in a state of panic and tears running down my face. I didn't call her to tell her because I didn't want to alarm her. I was carrying that weight enough for the both of us.  All day, I felt dread in the pit of my stomach. I tried to shake it off and just say it was a dream… but something wasn't right.  And then my friend… the one who has weaved in and out of my life for over two decades now, the one I feel I have an invisible soul tie to, and the one that has popped in and out of my mind so strongly at times that I have resigned to understanding that there is a cosmic pull between us… stayed planted in my mind all day.  At first, I was angry. I am doing everything I possibly ca...

Goodnight.

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  With growth comes pain… a lesson.  With shining comes shedding.  It comes with letting go and releasing.  It comes with acceptance, knowledge, and moving on.  It comes with saying goodbye to a part of your heart that always wanted to hang on.  Multiple chances. Multiple apologies.  Multiples times learning it never would.  No matter how much you believed in it.  Commitment is more than seeing how fast you won’t put your pants on the next morning.  Vulnerability is opening your heart to the unknown.  Trusting the fall.  Growing as we go along instead of separately.  Let yourself fall… https://open.spotify.com/track/7CEV9VwA8XO9wwxTXgYKvY?si=i-AsyxemRkKMDn0x8kY5lw ~x

45 and Shining

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  Hello. Good morning, good afternoon, or good evening… depending on where you are. I'm in Colorado and I just woke up. It feels glorious to sleep in and even more wonderful outside.   It’s sunny and crisp… not too hot or cold. My coffee lures me in with its chocolate and cinnamon aroma. The birds are chirping, and in the faint distance, I can hear someone playing their radio. I am soaking in my neighborhood while I sit under a shady tree and write to you all. It’s my day off, and I wouldn't have it any other way. Later tonight, I am going to see some live music.  So far my Taurus season has been so, so good.  We have about two more weeks of it and I turn 45 on the 18th. Also, my second book is being released that day. Hopefully. Everything is complete and now I am just waiting to hear back from my editor for the okay.  There are so many things stirring in me and I know something is on the horizon. Change is coming, and I am here for it.  I have released a ...

Wonder Over Worry

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  I made a promise to myself this weekend. This was after the final straw was broken. This was after a much-needed, eye-opening, epiphany.   Good afternoon and Happy Sunday.  You take the good with the bad and the only way to see the light sometimes is to go through the wretched darkness.  So, I made a promise to myself. I cut ties with strings connected to my heart. I severed the belief that if one more chance is given, things will change. And let’s be honest, things will never change unless I change them myself.  And, that's where I am at. The love is gone. My heart has let go. A connection doesn't mean forever and a soul tie doesn't mean a soul contract. I have held on too long.  Now, it’s time to focus on me. It’s time to get myself back on my feet. To be my only provider and to change the scenery.  For years I have taken apologies in hopes things would be different… but they never were. I have been dismissed and assumed that I would always be ther...

Falling

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  https://www.youtube.com/live/2owu92-exIs?si=cOmC4utLOxE50NJK   https://voyagedenver.com/interview/daily-inspiration-meet-regina-kypriandes/ Just a couple of interviews to check out! 

May 18th and then some…

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  Happy Taurus Season… It started yesterday, but I was relaxing all day and didn’t realize it. Again, this year seems to be flying by.  April 20th-May 20th. The closest sign (in my opinion) related to us is a Leo. Ever met one? You would probably mistake their stubbornness for a Taurus. I actually love Leo’s and in fact, they seem to gravitate to me!  In the past year, I have been doing some astrological digging. My top three are: Taurus, Cancer, and Scorpio. As in I am a Taurus Sun-born on May 18th. Cancer-time, place, and birthdate. Scorpio Rising-the time I was born.  Apparently, my rising sign shows how people see me. Which makes sense given that I am extremely passionate and very mysterious. Someone once called me an enigma. Don’t get me wrong, I am a Taurus through and through but I am not as stubborn as a lot of Tauruses I know. I can be slow moving but I am also not one to hold a grudge. Especially if I care about you. I will however cut ties if you have run ...